Aren’t we all running behind that term “shangri-La ” a mystical , imaginary place where life approaches perfection . I guesss ….. Yesss !!! . No matter whatever we do we always want to end it perfectly without even thinking if perfection is the right ending !?
What if the ending is not perfect , it is not what we have imagined but it is the right ending !!!
Perfection is nothing but the thoughts we have in our mind , a picture of life we have created in our minds and if this picture doesn’t comes to life we tend to loose hope . We make ourselves believe that nothing good can happen , because its not what we have expected but since when life becomes a series of known incidents . The litle paradise we thought of , a place where there is peace and beauty , is nothing but a little escape we have made for ourselves . Life doesn’t come with a guidebook its the unexpected things that makes life worth remembering.
The virtual world we create serves nothing more than a wall around us and inside those walls everything is a deception . We think and overthink everything , think about what could happen and what would happen but that doesn’t lead us anywhere , and all those “what ifs” and ” should have ” will eat your brain .
We compare our lives with others and always find their life more amusing , sorted but we don’t know what they have been through . Everyone has their own battle to fight , may be you find their life perfect but you haven’t walk in their shoe you may know them but you don’t know their story . We forget what our contribution is in making our lives “perfect” ….did we ever worked for everything that we have wanted ????? And to achieve all of that you constantly gotta remind yourself that things are never too deep and you have to keep it moving with or without people .
And when you find that strength , motivation and courage to livea life what you have imagine that you dont have to build a virtual paradise for you …. your life will automatically become a compete bliss .
May be we like the pain. May be we’re wired that way.Because without it i dont know we just wouldn’t feel real .
– Meredith Grey
In this wold where everything is available at one click ….. like the dress buy it , wanna hangout grab the keys , want a break go on a vacation… but still the most common sentence everyone says ” I’m sad…. I dunno why but I don’t feel alright !!! “
May be it’s the expectations we have from the world , from ourselves but when these expectations are not fulfilled we tend to loose faith in everything even in the ones who were there when we least expects them…….beacuse of the absence of ones we never thought would leave .
And these expectations turns into sadness , where your heart aches and you long for a shoulder to lean on . When you see people around you having each other , caring for each other and you wished to be surrounded by the one who you wants to take care of you .With whom you can share smallest thing of your life . Every breath you take , every foot you move forward , every word you say , every thought doesn’t make sense . The world seems in a blurred state. It’s like loosing a inevitable part of your life ….and this sadness goes on forever .
You start to question yourself ….what you have done wrong ??? where did you lack ?? Was it too much to ask for ??? And all these makes you go crazy . You cannot find happiness in anything …the sky full of stars seems like your broken dreams scattered in the space no matter how much try you cannot fix them , the rising sun the bright sunshine makes you squint your eyes , the rhythm of the falling rain doesn’t make you feel dancing in it … and its all becuase of that one person in your life you don’t wanna let go .
But if you remain in this state ..you feel so sad that it follows you around and weighs on your shoulder . You gonna think that this pain will never end but it will. But you have to let it all in you can’t fight it its bigger than you. You have to let yourself drown in it and eventually you start to swim. And every single breath you fight makes you stronger .
One day eventually you found a reason to get out of your bed and have faith in everything again and you will realize its not important to be happy ever after it important to be happy in the moment !!!!!
I am talking about all those anxities and thoughts that keep running in our minds and we know that half of them are not even going to happen …..but they have been on your mind , like sometimes you encountered a situation from your friend’s life or from a movie and you start thinking about and the weave a whole story around it but it has nothing to do with your life…..and by the time you realize that you are soooo…… deep in those thoughts that you can’t come on the surface .
Its like you are sitting with nothing on ur mind and you read a word or quote …or a person comes up in your mind and you keep thinking about ….even form some opinions .
Sometimes these thoughts are not from someoneelse’s life but from your past experiences and in that moment you get a much clearer view . And then you realize no matter how worse the sitaution was if you give it some time it shall paas too.
But sometimes it is better to not to think about that at all !!!!!
Have you ever been there where so much is going in your life….like everything is happening all at once and you haven’t been able to stop for a minute and acknowledge them or give a thought to it ….yeah this has been life for past few days !!!!!
I mean just fine day you woke up and your friend ask you to go out for a window shopping and you end up shopping for bridal wear even though you are not getting married anytime soon 😛 or she made you try all trhe dresses and while you are getting choked up in those heavy dresses she is having a nice conversation with the attendant about your would be husband and your wedding reception …….and you there standing and thinking IS THIS FOR REAL !!????
Yeah !! this totally happened with me last week and thas was so much fun ….insane 😉 and we enjoyed alot !!!
I am really lucky to have a crrraazzzyyy bitch like her in my life follow her on THE FOOD WARDRODE Aashna sahni , love you girl !!!
In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Flip Flop.”
As the night creeps in and everything is quite and peaceful and you realized that you are dead inside but yet you’re still alive and all of that happen when when you know you’re falling out of love …and you are losing that one person because of whom you have believed in love in the first place !!!!
And then we came to know the importance of them ….that’s a human tendency we tend to love people or things when they are broken or leaving .
And then a day comes when you realize you are more than that . You can’t be just stuck in your life , in that moment you gather all your strength and move on and when you done moving you will meet a new and better version of yourself . You are no longer the prisoner of your thoughts and even though you are not happy but you are not even said .
Nothing lasts forever . And feeling all that I realized if you ever been in love once we go through all these. But that’s makes me question if it was that real how could you even possibly move on from it ??????
Is it that everyone likes each other and no one loves each other ?????And now I don’t know if there is any of whom you can be sure of . So for now I am taking a back seat and waits for a flip flop where I can really find the time when all of this makes sense . And I HOPE it flips soon ….